「1921」神探 Mad Detective

♫ Who Am I -- Casting Crowns

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Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth

Would care to know my name

Would care to feel my hurt

Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star

Would choose to light the way

For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am

But because of what You've done

Not because of what I've done

But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading

Here today and gone tomorrow

A wave tossed in the ocean

A vapor in the wind

Still You hear me when I'm calling

Lord, You catch me when I'm falling

And You've told me who I am

I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin

Would look on me with love and watch me rise again

Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea

Would call out through the rain

And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am

But because of what You've done

Not because of what I've done

But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading

Here today and gone tomorrow

A wave tossed in the ocean

A vapor in the wind

Still You hear me when I'm calling

Lord, You catch me when I'm falling

And You've told me who I am

I am Yours

Not because of who I am

But because of what You've done

Not because of what I've done

But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading

Here today and gone tomorrow

A wave tossed in the ocean

A vapor in the wind

Still You hear me when I'm calling

Lord, You catch me when I'm falling

told me who I am

I am Yours

I am Yours

Whom shall I fear

Whom shall I fear

'Cause I am Yours

I am Yours

如果这个世界上每个人都有鬼，但你没有，那就是你的问题。

   ---《神探 Mad Detective》（2007）

现世，因缺陷而使人格变得近似那么"完美"。

人格完美只存在在刚出生无知的婴儿，而当它突兀的出现在你身上时，更要命的是你早已不能冠以婴儿之时，那你可小心了。你将有限的接近坠入众叛亲离之境。

小时候，很喜欢看父亲堆雪人，雪球从手心的一小点慢慢地在雪地上滚得近似人大小。而记得那是父亲也曾说过，谎言似若雪球一般，你也许在最初之时轻视或忽略它的微不足道，可当你随后会渐渐发现，在往后的时间里，会过多的为圆谎而身心俱疲，当你回首醒悟时，却惊恐地发觉眼前那由一个个谎言所编织雪球早已大的令人无法想象。你本能的明白，越大的雪球越易破裂，而此时的你早已无法承受那硕大雪球破裂带来的后果。

后悔，沉沦。

你只能颓废中等待着它的降临。

而等待的最终是重生，还是湮灭呢？

现实中，人人都需要附上面具才能认为是正常生活，稍加掩饰与伪装才能融入俗称的所谓同类。

at 2013.04.24  18:59.