I would like to visit you for a while
很想去看看你
Get away and out of this city
然後遠離這個城市
Maybe I shouldn't have called
或許我根本不該撥這通電話
but someone had to be the first to break
但總該有個人先打破僵局
We can go sit on your back porch
我們可以一起坐在你家後院的走廊
Relax
一起放鬆心情
Talk about anything
隨意聊聊
It don't matter
無論你原不原諒我都沒關係
I'll be courageous if you can pretend that you've forgiven me
我都會假裝自己非常堅強
Because I don't know you anymore
因為我再也不了解你
I don't recognise this place
再也不熟悉這個地方
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
相框裡的照片也和你的名字一樣隨時間流逝
We don't talk much anymore
你和我再也無法像以往一樣談心
We keep running from the pain
我們都試圖逃離痛苦的回憶
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
但我願放棄一切，只求再見你一面
Springtime in the city
這個城市的春天
Always such a relief from the winter freeze
雖然漸漸從冬日中變暖和
The snow was more lonely than cold if you know what I mean
但雪花卻變得比孤單還要寒冷，如果你懂我的意思
Everyone got an agenda
每個人都了解自己的路該怎麼走
Don't stop keep that chin up you'll be all right
別停，我們繼續談下去，這樣的感覺很好
Can you believe what a year it's been?
你能相信一年就這樣過去了嗎？
Are you still the same?
你還是最初的你嗎？
Has your opinion changed?
或者你已經改變了心意？
Because I don't know you anymore
因為我再也不了解你
I don't recognise this place
再也不熟悉這個地方
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
相框裡的照片也和你的名字一樣隨時間流逝
We don't talk much anymore
你和我再也無法像以往一樣談心
We keep running from this sentence
我們都試圖逃離這悲傷的牢籠
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
但我願放棄一切，只求再見你一面
I know I let you down
我知道我曾讓你失望
Again and again
一次又一次的令你不堪
I know I never really treated you right
我知道我從來沒有好好對待你
I've paid the price I'm still paying for it every day
但我已經付出慘痛的代價，至今我仍日復一日飽受痛苦煎熬
So maybe I shouldn't have called
或許我根本不該撥這通電話
Was it too soon to tell?
是不是太早說出口？
Oh what the hell
那些如同置身地獄般可怕的困境
It dosn't really matter
但這都已經無所謂
How do you redefine something like that never really had a name?
該如何替一個沒有靈魂的人找回他的靈魂？
Has your opinion changed?
你開始改變心意了嗎？
Because I don't know you anymore
因為我再也不了解你
I don't recognise this place
再也不熟悉這個地方
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
相框裡的照片也和你的名字一樣隨時間流逝
We don't talk much anymore
你和我再也無法像以往一樣談心
We keep running from the pain
我們都試圖逃離痛苦的回憶
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
但我願放棄一切，只求再見你一面
I see your face
再見你一面
I see your face
見你一面
我画画是为了不要消沉。一个人面对着画布，我才能感觉到自己的存在。
--- 《关于爱 アバウト·ラブ》
这里的南方还是很冷，可我却发昏似的用冷水打湿了头发，湿漉漉的凉入骨髓。
我站在陌生的站牌下等着陌生的公交车，很认真的看着506路公交所要行驶的方向，反复的心里默念着需在那里下车，需坐过多少站台才能到达我将要和想要去的地方。
何时开始，我在意起时间的概念，什么的什么多久，总是对突感增减的日历本纠结沮丧着。
可我真的有些不甘，心里总是住着许多未从有过的遗憾，可却早已没有机会去开始。
而我，也渐渐习惯性的开始选择来到陌生城市，把遗憾封存埋葬在这里。我没有去记住葬的具体之地，但我却在地图册上的那里重重地划上一个红色小叉。看着地图上渐渐蔓延的红色小叉，我不知道地图何时会被它淹没，而淹没之后我又能去哪里。
也许根本等到不那时，我却早已在空气中消逝，在泥土中腐朽。