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Saturday, May 21, 2011

「1217」Silence

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生活还在继续,时间还在流淌。
忙碌中的小憩,让我感觉周末一切都是那么的顺心与惬意,生活还是有点美。
骨子里一直有点嗜睡的我,在久违的周末总会被显现的淋漓尽致,快午后的自然睡醒,透过窗户的丝丝夏日也只感觉到了温暖。在喝过一大杯清水的同时,打开早已习惯周末早晨静音的手机,未读二,未接三十六。
CC说:L失恋了。
L说:我出去走走。
回拨L的号码时,传来的是早已关机。
去见CC的时候,却感觉原来外面的夏日还是像平日样的刺眼,身上的皮肤都似乎感到炙烤的疼痛。CC有点担心的对我说,是不是去安慰下L,而我却说还是让她静静吧,至少我们知道现在的她去了那里。L心情差到不能自控的时候就会独自去短暂的旅行一次,这次她去了南方某座小镇。性格有点要强的L总是会给人一种每天欢喜的微笑,至于她内心的疼痛有时伪装的连我们也无法察觉,正如有时站在我们面前也会强忍着泪水的流出,有时间断的回避我们的时候,我们也便默契的明白,那疼痛与泪水以突破了L的极限。
平常的我们总会对L说教,要对自己好点,而不要总是先想到别人。
而L总是点头应同,可转身却又重复着以前的路。



期待很久《Yes or No》已经看完了,不过却有点失望,全剧给人的感觉远远没有MV中那样顺意。或许MV的剧情早已完全掩盖了全剧的光芒;或许正如我可能会认同Les,却不能认同Gay;或许正如我喜欢dog而畏惧cat一样,我还是曾经的我,没有被那个现实完全同化,没有在残酷中心坚如铁或圆滑迷离。
曾经在等待中虚度过许多时光,有时的勇气与坚强总会或多或少的被拖延与怯懦所渐渐磨灭,有时连那一丝转身回首的勇气也是遥遥无期。
正如曾几何时在那看到过的,"我要结婚了,就不再等你了。"



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我其实很想对你说,慎入那座"猫城",那里早已找不到能温暖彼此心灵的东西。
at Sat. 21 May. 2011 23:27:33.


I don’t know where I’m at
I’m standing at the back
And I’m tired of waiting
Waiting here in line, hoping that I’ll find what I’ve been chasing.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

Not ready to let go
Cause then I'd never know
What I could be missing
But I’m missing way too much
So when do I give up what I’ve been wishing for.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.
Oh I am going down, down, down
Can’t find another way around
And I don’t want to hear the sound, of losing what I never found.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Oh it’s coming down, down, down.