「1192」慎

远行途中，我总是会过多的时间静静地闭目假寐，我总是不能适应过久注视那飞逝的窗外光景，晕动症？也许是吧，也不知是从什么时候开始的，记忆中也许一直都存在，只是我一直没能去正视它吧。我总会在假寐中想着许多事情，许多的事情中绝不会与现在应该进行的事情相交，却总会浮现忙碌中无暇顾及的曾经之事，它或许是我曾经的梦想，或许是我曾经荒诞的过去，或许是令我现在已悔的曾经之事，或许……
过多的是遗憾与悔恨，或许人生之路就从未会一直安稳恬静过，酸甜苦辣后人生或许才能完整，也许自我安慰的过于极端，过多的总会记起令人不安的事情，也许每个人都会有独自脆弱的时候，而至于我，就是那令人不得不闭目假寐的时段。
其实想想，或许不能抱着过多的虚无梦想活着，该现实的时候还是面对现实吧，就算被现实压榨的无法呼吸，也只能默默地低头转身，迈出那早似铸铅的脚步。

有时才明白那表层下的静水其实深不可测，要慎行，
有时才明白那微笑下的面容其实飘渺虚浮，要慎缄。
现实的浮光幻影中很难找寻自己真实索求。
真失败。

Oh girl we are the same
we are young and lost and so afraid
there's no cure for the pain
no shelter from the rain
All our prayers seem to fail

In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow it is breaking my heart
in joy and sorrow my home's in your amrs
in world so hollow it is breaking my heart
Oh girl we are the same
we are strong and blessed and so brave
with souls to be saved and faith regained
all our tears wipe away

In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow it is breaking my heart
in joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow it is breaking my heart

In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow it is breaking my heart
in joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow it is breaking my heart
Oh (In joy and sorrow) and my home's in your arms
Oh (in world so hollow) and it is breaking my heart
in joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow and it is breaking my heart

at Tues. 26th Apr. 2011 18:26:49.