希望你在不久的将来，找到那个让你真正愿意走出城堡的人。
---《别说抱歉别说再见》(2008)
1、
被风浪颠簸的倚靠在甲板，麦希问我，你现在最想做什么？
脚踏实地的存在感。
两眼对视，各自哈哈大笑起来，笑中带泪。
麦希说，我们俩就是在作贱自己，犯贱到两个晕船的人，现在却坐在游轮上吐得昏天黑地。
吐完舒服些的我，看着映入眼中的蓝色，是天空，还是大海？
望着无际的海天一线，才明白有时再美妙梦幻的风景，时间不对，人物不对，再绽放的璀璨也是白搭。正如此前映入眼帘的那一瞬，放在曾经我肯定会为它沉迷，可现在，我却它对熟视无睹，再美的风景也毫无留恋。
因为现在只想吐，这该死的眩晕感。
2、
你在的时候，总认为没你的世界，天穹之下一切都是灰色的。
而尽管如此，我在离你半个地球的地方生活到第三年。
整理书房时，翻开了存放记忆的八音盒，听完那曾熟悉的音符，让我沉静有你在的岁月中。
L说，你在不经意挥手道别时，就预示着不会再有再见之说。
记忆的大门一旦打开，回忆的思绪就倘若奔腾的海浪，不泛起点波澜，何能轻易回首。
记得在青春道别聚会上，Fdy悲催的失恋了，酒醉后的撒泼起来让L都自叹不如，而这也让一直被L打击的不像人样的Fdy有了一些日后津津乐道的资本。喝的横七竖八地大伙，神经质地大半夜爬到望亭山，迎着落叶秋风，与埋葬青春的城市一一道别着。
Fdy对着城市的冷漠大吼着，
Shut the Fuck up.
再怎么伤痕累累我也不后悔这样走过……
PL大吼着，L我们将就着过吧……
回应的是L随手丢过去的手包，并转起衣袖，说要为民除害。看着好友在醉梦中欢笑的打闹着，我仰头看着北极星孤单点缀的夜空，沮丧地失神般看着它，似若它能解答我心中的疑问。可，久久的，空气中只存在着那漆黑夜幕的沉默，绝望浮现心头，我低下了麻木的头颅。
卡妮娜，对不起，我已忘记你了。
L走过来，坐在我的身旁，我侧脸回以微笑。
你在想什么？L问道，
把青春埋葬的更深一些。
哦，是应该埋深一些，要是碰巧遇上万丈深渊更是绝佳了。
为什么?
怕往后伤痕累累的自己，回来把它拾起舔舐伤口。
---End.
By Ryan. at 2016.01.08 19:19.
PS:
In A Moment Like This - Chanee & N'evergreen
For as long as I remember, for as long as I've been blue
Everyday since we've been parted all I've thought about was you
Didn't need the time for sorrow, didn't need the time for pain
What am I supposed to do when living without you was the worst I ever knew?
In a moment like this
I wanna know, wanna know, wanna know what you're looking for
I wanna know, wanna know, wanna know if you'll ask for more
Oh, in a moment like this
I wanna know, wanna know, wanna know what I have to do
I wanna know, wanna know, wanna know how to get to you
Oh, in a moment like this
Ever since the day you left me, ever since you went away
I'm lost and I don't know where am I supposed to go, I still miss you so
In a moment like this
I wanna know, wanna know, wanna know what you're looking for
I wanna know, wanna know, wanna know if you'll ask for more
Oh, in a moment like this
When I need for you hold me, say you'll love and never leave me
My heart will forever be true
In a moment like this
I wanna know, wanna know, wanna know what you're looking for
I wanna know, wanna know, wanna know if you'll ask for more
Oh, in a moment like this
I wanna know, wanna know, wanna know what I have to do
I wanna know, wanna know, wanna know how to get to you
Oh, in a moment like this