黑色曼陀罗。
人犯贱的时候，就像看到美食也会呕心一般。
人无心就无法生存下去。
当你爱上一个人的时候，心分裂为两瓣，深爱的双方各自互换爱人的半块心，互换的两瓣心未存在排斥，就证明彼此真爱着对方，且爱的更加长久。
可当对方不爱你，而你却还深爱着对方时，就像分裂的心重新回到了对方心脏，而你的那一半心，却被拽在对方的手心，无法回到你的心脏。
对于只有半块心的你，剩下的只能苟延残喘的受制于她的牵绊，直至你自觉熄灭能时间回溯的幻想。
何时开始，想断去这份孽缘，离开熟悉的城市，离开有她的地方，放下一切远去寻找让自己安定的一份净土，软弱的封闭自我，在陌生的城市安静的重新开始。
阳光依旧，星辰也不会因为你的伤痛而黯然坠落。而你也还将苟延残喘继续剩下的余生，难道不是吗？
沉淀下的心，再次邂逅以为余生不会再见的你，叹息中，不知是命运，还真的孽缘。
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By Ryan. at 2015.08.22 22:46.
PS:
Forgotten Souls - Our Last Night
A mother's love, close enough to touch
A false front was all it was
A passion so fake, controlled by the play
On the darkest of days, the daughter was sold away
A warm heart numb to the pain
The hopeless tears fall from her face
Forgotten soul born in a grave
Fifteen years locked in a cage
Our daughters are too scared to stop them
Our sons, what have we taught them?
Have we really strayed this far from love?
Her body enslaved into sin and under age
She hopes and she prays for someone to take her away
Holding her breath waiting to drown
She's in over her head
The world is spinning while she's missing from it
A warm heart numb to the pain
The hopeless tears fall from her face
Forgotten soul born in a grave
Fifteen years locked in a cage
Our daughters are too scared to stop them
Our sons, what have we taught them?
Have we really strayed this far from love?
No one to even say goodbye
She sees no value in her life
This is not the rise and the fall of the tide
A pain in the chest and two watering eyes
Have we really strayed this far from love?