Over in a moment
You've the only lifeboat
Say you can soothe
But you know that you don't
Bitterer because
You said it was perfect
And I thought it was
And just like everyone does
And it's all on my shoulders
You're the one who got to say
"This has all been a waste
And I'm the one who had to stay"
Bitterer because
You said it was perfect
And I thought it was
And just like every fool does
And it's all on my shoulders
You're the one who got to say
"This has all been a shame
And I'm the one who had to stay
Trying to find it a reason not to ache
Like when you say that you don't care to stay
You're still not on your way
Anything, I'm still aching, aching
And it's all on my shoulders
You're the one who got to say
"This has all been a shame
And I'm the one who had to stay"
(一)
我把那个熟悉了六年的号码暂停了，我感到这其实很简单，一通客服电话或一次左键单击，一切都成为了可能。
一天，
习惯工作性的惊醒，一看闹钟，糟糕迟到了，风驰电掣般整理一通，拉开房门刚一踏脚出门时，我想到了，我今天不工作。看着有点略歪的领带，还放下的卷袖衬衫，苦笑扶额的我转身关门。
一周，
我把闹钟调晚了半小时，我开始有时候出门晨跑或散步，我开始吃着有规律的早点，我有时间停下来与新旧搬来的邻居寒暄。
我发现我的睡眠质量渐渐变好，我发现我渐渐有时间真正思考许些生活。
半月，
搁浅许久的房间规划整理已经被划上了OK，换掉了阳台不知何时早已哭死的花、树。我开始介意起饮食的营养与搭配，我开始拾起我曾经的爱好与梦想，我开始有时间真正静下来关心我爱的一切。
一月，
我开始在意手机何时响起，我开始思念我所关心的朋友们现在过的可好，我开始担忧起工作中的某些还未好之事。
我渐渐开始回忆，开始怀念...
35天，
我开始沉默，渐感孤独...
40天，
我按下了"您是否重新开通"的"Yes"...
(二)
我已忆不起昨日幸福是何时，我也只是暂时、暂时想起我已很久未从幸福过，我好像早已忘记了还有"幸福"二字的存在。