I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye
阳光总在风雨后。
一。
午夜的狂风惊醒了刚入睡梦乡的我，透过窗户缝隙的狂风发出怪异的声响，久久无法让人沉静入睡，虽早已疲惫不堪，但心底总感觉有种蠢蠢欲动的躁动滋扰。深深地吸气，深深地呼气，学会适宜的忘却，戴上耳塞，我现在只想睡下，才不管明天是否有着狂风暴雨在前面在等着。
10点...
被温暖的阳光唤醒，刺眼的阳光，不经意想起许美静唱到的"阳光总在风雨后乌云上有晴空…"。这不，一夜的微冷狂风之后，却带来了煦日阳光，或许现在的种种，只是触发明日的美好，而这一切也只是存在或许与可能之间吧。
19点…
沐浴日光后的夜幕，异于昨日的冰冷，有查看下周的天气变化，气温最低9℃，白昼还是在天晴与阴雨中日转。
二。
热议的H7N9希望早些过去，因为它总让我想到10年前的SARS，惊恐、封闭、萧条、麻木等等冲蚀一切，连空气也感觉变味黏稠。
而，其实回首想想，那时或现在，我都无法清楚的忆起SARS到底是何时离去，我只是记得，校门的铁闸不知何时已经不见，外面静寂的街区何时已人声喧杂。
三。
It's no other way than to say goodbye…